this whole fucking stay at home college thing is a mess.

It almost seems impossible. I mean its my first quarter at foothill, and everything seems to be falling apart. I am taking no remedial classes and two of my fucking professors are teaching near Stanford level. wtf i thought this was suppost to be community college. In fact one of them was offered a job at Stanford. fml.

anyways it doesnt help that im staying at home. on top of trying to study, i have to do chores around the house and help out with shit that a college student shouldn’t be doing and working a part time job. Today i cut out 2 hours of precious study time to go drive back 20 miles to get billy, and then wait for an hour, just to drive back. I shouldnt have to be doing this kind of shit. fucking gay. its mostly my fault since i chose this, but FFFFFUUUUUCCCCK

time to relieve stress.